Post #157

Dang it guys.. i haven't been posting soon and, it's due to lack of responsibility i admit ._.

Well, i shall do it today since there's still time >< Recent class tests have ended and it was quite smooth-sailing except english with a tough comprehension.. The rest was quite standard, normal feeling.

I REALISED something today, the more i try to heal this emptiness of lone, even though it felt good healing it but, once you just feel that slight lone again, the emptiness LIAN BEN DAI LI (comes back with interest) pain altogether. Well, i know no one visits thats why i want to let out my frustrations here.

Even if anyone bothered to view it i don't mind anyway.. the feeling's back, the feeling before i got before trying to heal it. It's doesn't really matter, just, the new pain is the thing i need to endure o.o Tsk, wish my friends were here to share my grievances to haha... >< Miss you guys alot. Now i'm feeling weird ~_~ That all the while i seem to be friendless and doesnt seem wanting to make new friends.

Maybe i've got too many things to handle such as school @_@ tiring.. and friday is prelim EL oral exams. Man.. Next monday's got Geography test. I'd better rush now. i hope there's still time... Go jiayi... -prays hard- ><

Is it just me or..?

Recently, i have been having unstable mood =.= Always start the day with a good start. But ends in an irritating way. I don't understand why as well.

Yesterday Pek Meng made me laugh like mad the whole day. When i got back home, like everything is dead and still. Totally no one talk to me when i'm on msn somemore.

i sometimes wonder if MSN is actually a communicating programme. Just wanna say.. recent life hasn't been good.

And JUST today i got a message from Susan, then has to end it like this. With me annoyed =.= I think i'm just having tantrums.

To add on, i got $50 from my dad for helping him appeal success on the "saman" he got from parking. So happy la. But still ended in an annoying way.

Since it's this case then i shall start switching to school mode then.. I don't even know if someone is reading this post since it's been dead for like.. forever?

Just a milestone for me. Jiayi, control yourself..

YeeeeeO

Hahas back from the frenzied Mid-year exams. Actually ended quite a few days ago but today is the confirmation of results. These are the rest of my results as not stated on the previous post and i know some of you are desperate about my results. So.. here they are :

English (Overall) : C5
Chinese (Overall) : B3
Comb. Science (Overall) : B3
Comb. Humanities (Overall) : B4
E Maths (Overall) : C6
Accounts (Overall) : A2
Visual Art (Overall) : A2

A little sad for my life because i only have 7 subjects muahahaha, I know you guys have 8 to 10 and is very clever but don't want to admit -.- Haiish~ Anyways, here's my L1R2B2 and L1R5 results with workings~

L1R2B2 = C5 (English) + B3 (Chinese) + B3 (Science) + A2 (Accounts) + A2 (Art)
Which is 5+3+3+2+2... giving 15 for Polytechnic admission courses, and

L1R5 = C5 + B3 + B3 + A2 + A2 + B4
Which gives you... 19 !!! HAIIZ 19 for Junior College! I'm doooomed!

So i guess that's all i had. And i don't understand why i have been rather on a mood swing. Taking example from school, i suddenly flew into a rage and start shouting at people. Well, i guess is the person who provoked me first of accusing me throwing him paper balls. And i don't like people to accuse me. Actually i wasn't angry at first. But he further insist that i am the one who do it. Too bad~ You disturb me first, i shall not hold back~ That's the end of today. Jie using computer outside so i use this time to blog in the lousy computer! See i so good Pirates! =x=x

Mid Year Exams

Alright, since so long didn't post anything here, i shall do the honour of reviewing the mid year exams now... Er.. My exams started on 4 May 09.

Day 1: English Subject: EL Paper 1 & 2
Comments : To me, Paper 1 was okay because i used quite a bit of idioms and those profound stuff haha xD So i think it would be okay. Paper 2 was super easy. I have no idea why but it's just easy. All the answers are straight-forward. I wondered how people would do the questions so slow! Lol~

Day 2: Chinese Subject : CL Paper 1 & 2 & Listening compre
Comments : Well, Paper 1 was quite challenging. No idea why also. But i am quite confident about my essays because i just love reading them over and over haha. Ah well, paper 2 is quite a killer. The comprehension strangled me. >.<

Day 3: Maths Paper 1 & Social Studies
Comments : Maths paper is quite okay for me. Can get a B4 above i guess haha. Ah well, i know i'm not as clever as some of you guys reading loh~ But please i also want to improve =.= Social Studies totally PWNed me! Super disgusting lah the questions! Even though i am clever enough to do the essay questions first, i didn't have enough time to finish the last question i'm left with (usefulness question). Stupid la! No time to finish!

Day 4: Science (Chem) Paper 3
Comments : Breeze. I think is because Social Studies too hard that's why this paper is easy. Totally no kick man!

Day 5: Science (Phys) Paper 2
Comments : Quite okay. Luckily for me, everything i memorised really did came out for the actual paper and is grateful to myself for actually giving my best to memorise all the formulas! But now all chucked in Recycle bin. Exams almost over!

Day 6: Maths Paper 2 & Science (Chem/Phys) Paper 1
Comments : Maths has got some kick. Even though the setter is not the notorious crazy no life maths teacher Mr Ong, we all blacklisted him as well because the questions he asked are all sadistic! Science paper was okok ^^

Still have 2 more days to go until Mid-Year is over! WOOHOOO It's gonna be a month's break! Tomorrow's Art and Principle of accounts. I shall review it tomorrow if i have the time to! Or maybe next time :D Cya guys Wish me luck!

As for those also having mid-year exams or just started, +U+U! Chiong ah!

Graduation from CCA

Yesterday was the last meeting of my CCA. Was briefed for a very long time. Meanwhile, i had councillor briefing at the spark room so, i went to the councillor briefing. After the whole runthrough, i went back to the hall to get my bag. But still, the CCA meeting haven't been dismissed. Totally sian-ed because i can't possibly take my bag and just walk away in front of the CCA teacher so i stayed a while more with the CCA. And to my pleasant surprise, we had an internal graduation ceremony. Or a mini-ceremony you call that. Because the stage is ours, we used it and kind of thanked the members all those stuff. Then Bo Liang was playing with the Rostrum. Saying he want to thank his mother and father. LOL very funny but reached home rather late. That's about it for these few days. Anyone want to find me can SMS me. Because i will not play audition for a while due to some reason. Unless some people invite me :P Yeah, that's all folks take care!

FAM Dinner

Today is the FAM dinner which is held at Junction 8. There's total of 14 people going to the dinner. But after long wait it became 12 people. First we went to Yew Tee MRT Station to wait for Keith but he didn't come into the train then only realised it when the train is just moving from the station. He was like waving at us and us waving at him. Super funny. Then waited for him at Kranji Station. We went in and saw him then went together to junction 8.

Once reached there, we rushed to the food court to find seats for 14 people in a single table. Which is not easy. We finally chop a 10 sit table. After minutes of waiting for people to finish their dinner. Pirate came to my house before he go with us to the venue. Quite surprising because he actually lived only 2 stations from the venue and yet come all the way to Bukit Panjang and then go back to Bishan. Very waste time transporting but he gave some lame excuses of coming with his friend and then make a turn to my house. Pirates ah~ no need so waste time lol.

After that waited. Wei Ren, Jie, Keith, Yanyu and me were waiting for the rest to come. The next to come is Jingyi and Audrey. Quite sad also because i actually didn't talk with Audrey! Argh =.= But then W.R. encouraged me but still i didn't want to talk. Maybe want to leave a good first impression? Audrey totally don't look like her MSN display picture~ Yeah, then this 0jb0 person who is an audition friend of jie's and qi jie's came. He looks matured at first look but realises that he is a playful and boastful person. Likes to make fun of people and pour cold water on people lol.

Then Qi Jie came. She sat down and was like keep on smiling at W.R. at me. Lol and i know why she do that. Because we played 8k with her so many rounds. (actually is random mode but so "tyco" get 8k almost every time.) So maybe she .. remember the time when we played random mode. Then the 0jb0 was playing the sneezing game on Jie's iPhone. We got sick and tired of waiting anymore therefore we went to order our omelette rice. I got Unagi Tomato, Jie got Salmon Curry, Yanyu & Qi jie got Chicken Chop Tomato. 0jb0 ordered Chicken Cutlet rice.

Then Andy came. (dynamite) With a beige jacket. Looks cool, but not cool enough because he wasn't serious at all LOL Keep talking to 0jb0 like they are long lost friends even though it's their first meeting. Then Andy saw us eating and then sat down to think what to eat. We "Recommend" him to eat the omelette rice. And he got Chicken Cutlet rice, same as 0jb0. Then came -AIR_ZT (Tai Hong) <- HIS NAME. His HP no. is very scary. Don't tell you guys why. He mom bought the Number for $600 so you can imagine how easy the number is. He also queued at the omelette rice stall to get Chicken Chop rice.

Then we waited for Milkfed as we ate our food. We hogged the table like no one's business. Seriously, i even brought 2 chairs from the next table to our table as requested by Jie and i know that it is not illegal to do that. W.R. was almost reprimanding me of bringing the chair from the next table to ours. He keep saying, "Eh can bring chair meh?" And i gave him the "Duh" look. Although he didn't seem to even care and kept on asking that question over and over again. Not to mentioned that when Jie showed him the top she wanted to wear and he remarked that it was small. In the end look ok what LOL

Then after we finished our food and just as the cleaner swept our table clean, Milkfed finally appeared. Then W.R. and Jie was saying, "Wa, Come edi come edi!" Then i looked at where they are looking and saw a Blond, Chinese, skinny, tall woman. I thought is her! I was at there OMG OMG ITS HER?! Because she look super Ah Lian. After i took a second look, i realised it's the one with the Black- 3 quarter sleeve top. Actually didn't really saw her face until we walked to the Coffee Bean booth for a drink that she wanted to treat us. But i didn't get one because i don't really want to drink and i prefer plain water LOL. Anyway, while she was ordering for the rest of the people who want the drink, i was leaning against a shop's window with Qi jie and Yanyu. Talking about stupid stuff which i had forgotten.

Then W.R. joined us and we joked a while, then the joke became so intense that Qi Jie actually chased me around the perimeter of the Coffee Bean booth. Very scary because she suddenly came running and trying to grab my sleeve. Didn't expect her to actually CHASE me. After that Jie started taking photos with her iPhone. Qi Jie, Yanyu and me sneaked away to the Kiddy Palace to avoid getting shot by the Camera. Then Jie and gang walked to our direction and we were like acting as though we were admiring the baby clothes, thinking that she would scold us if we were so happy there not getting shot. But in the end she just pat my shoulder (SUPER SCARY) and say, "Bro, Let's go" Phew, CLOSE SHAVE. Actually i thought the escalator we were going up was the Carpark but in the end it's a terrace that's open air with a Playground by the side.

Qi Jie and I immediately thought that there must have lots of mosquitoes and yet many small children are playing at the area. Very sad for them. We saw 2 cats (or maybe one which can teleport). Seemed the same but don't really know if it was. Then we sat down in a circle like doing some ritual or ice breaking games. Then i saw a handful of girls Smokin' behind me. So rare because i don't really see girls smoking. And they are quite average if u see them by first impression LOL. I only realised when i saw smoke coming out of their mouth =x The ground was quite wet at areas, hence we sat in an imperfect circle. Then chatted a while, did 2 Audition Quiz Question suggested by Jingyi. Continue chatting~ Finally some of us left earlier. First was Jingyi & Keith & Pillow. Second was Andy. 3rd was 0jb0 and W.R.~ After another half an hour we left for home~

ZT went to take bus while we (Jie, Qi jie, Yanyu, Milkfed, Keith and me. Oh ya, Keith came back to the terrace after sending Jingyi off) took the train back home. Chatted on the train and i feel that, that is the only time i really communicated with the people lorh seriously LOL. Feel stressed out when too many people. Then reached home and now typing this super long post. I also don't know why i can type so long. Super specific eh :P Lol~ W.R. u will love this post. Read until you Happy. Yeap, that's all for FAM dinner! 11 April~ Jie will add the pictures later at the FAM blog. Yep, for those readers on my blog, FAM blog is only for FAM members. Psps~ That's all folks bye~ Happy Weekend!

Is it forgivable?

Today was really good at the start. Being so happy at school because of yesterday night. Not only that factor but also 2 other factors. One of them is that today i will be clearing my blocked ear at the clinic's and so i am very happy that i can hear using 2 ears again. After typing i will go to the doctor's. Just now my internet went hay-wired and the MSN was still online. Hence received quite a lot of sms-es regarding why ignoring them and such.

Finally got the internet to work, then just nice wifey is in Audition. We were chatting on phone and she did a lot of talking which is good but my ears just wouldn't be effective enough. Then i went into audition to find her. Play for a few rounds. Arguements arise due to private reasons. Maybe im a sensitive bug =.= Who knows? And i admit that i am very emotional at times. Alright, today's topic about this post is the question on the title: Is it forgivable?

When you tell a small lie, is it forgivable?
Well, the answer is maybe yes because it's only a small lie.

When you go out with friends on a weekend is it forgivable?
Well, obviously~ I can't restrict you at all. Your legs

When you said that you will try to go out and yet don't really want to, is it forgivable?
This is totally a problem of how strong your stand is.

When you missed an opportunity to say that you can't go, is it forgivable?
It may be forgivable by others but not me.

Why?
Because, when you lose an opportunity, you have to wait for another time.

When you know that you gave false hope, to anyone, is it forgivable?
For me, it isn't because there's this phrase : Losing hope is worse that Lost hope. Which i have felt before.

When you know that you gave false hope and still think that it is ok, is it forgivable?
Absolutely, NO. I won't tolerate this. It's something wrong. Even though the person you gave false hope is someone i dislike, it still isn't right. Not even to say : Friend.

When you still talk to me as though you did no wrong and i accuse you when u did, is it forgivable?
Well, basically no. I shall not use harsh words in my home.

When you say you can't make a decision well, is it forgivable?
The first few times are understandable. But not millions of times afterwards.

When someone says "up to you", meaning they don't really care?
To me, obviously. I only entertain those who care.

When someone tells you to do things you do, and they don't listen to you, is it forgivable?
Not when i'm already in a bad mood.

When someone don't understand something important you are saying, will you explain?
Most likely, no. Because since they don't understand, i don't see a need to explain. Unless special case.

Will you explain to that Someone you are talking about?
For this case, Yes. I meant that one person can't support love. It takes 2 to do it, unlike many things that can be done single-handedly. When someone is vexed, the other must support even more. When i heed your advice, you don't heed mine. That's all.

Thanks for reading people. If you were ever reading =.= Just some vexed question marks in my mind. Going to doctor's now for ear wash. Have a nice day. Not for me obviously. To wifey, SMS me when you made up your mind.