Lolz sorry everyone for not updating =x Firstly need to play audition, accompany friends, attend remedials, go to school, sleep, eat, breathe :P Sorry and thanks for all of you guys' patience for waiting me to post yeah! You guys are the best~
Anyway, i'll be most likely be busy these few days because of some admin stuff at school as well as the late schedule of school daily~ Although some of you guys would be later and working but it's late for me ok! >:D Hehe, alraedy running out of time too. Maybe I'll be staying back after school for my Art as well. Got this big big canvas waiting for me to paint :S Then yeah, makes my day extend even longer in school. Which is sickening la =x
Yep, and that's all i'm going to post here. Today went high at school. Some people were bewildered but i'm bewildered myself too hahaha. No idea how i became so high. (Not indecent) :P good nights people! Have a nice day too~
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Ruth Ling Concert
Dear blog, today i went to the Esplanade for a last minute kind of a concert performed bu Ruth Ling. There are various artists and a single band. The band was very nice just that the drum volume was super high and many commented on it. Wonders what the AVA Crew was doing. Eek! There was one guitarist and one bassist (someone who play bass i think) and 1 keyboard player. They call her keyboardist. Her clothes are nice~ Yea, a girl. *whistles* from far looks very good :) From near i not sure because she was like walking in and out. But i'm fascinated at the way she switched quickly from different sound tunes of the keyboard. They say that she also plays with turntables. Interesting.
After that the total performance, i feel that the Acapella (unsure of spelling) was quite well done. But my sister and brother-in-law said that there are many parts where they go off tune and it's the 2nd last worst performance in the whole concert. Quite saddened because i felt that that was the best performance lol. Looks like i am really dense on these kind of performances :S But well, the song is nice and overall, there isn't really any songs that i particularly disliked. Hence i feel that it is worth the time to watch it. Although the travelling time totally ruin everything.
Yea.. and there's these 2 points of the concert whereby there's a stupid, fat lady wearing bright orange dress goes up the stage without any permission and then just dances to the music they are playing. At first i thought that she was a hired calefare and she sits in the audience seat and the first row somemore. So i thought she was a calefare. In the end i see that there's clearly no evidence that she is a hired calefare as i deduced.
Then we watched the concert with 2 of my sister's choir students. After the concert, uh-hum. Nevermind :) We shall end here. I am not someone who is evil and defames people :D Yep! So that's all for tonight folks!
After that the total performance, i feel that the Acapella (unsure of spelling) was quite well done. But my sister and brother-in-law said that there are many parts where they go off tune and it's the 2nd last worst performance in the whole concert. Quite saddened because i felt that that was the best performance lol. Looks like i am really dense on these kind of performances :S But well, the song is nice and overall, there isn't really any songs that i particularly disliked. Hence i feel that it is worth the time to watch it. Although the travelling time totally ruin everything.
Yea.. and there's these 2 points of the concert whereby there's a stupid, fat lady wearing bright orange dress goes up the stage without any permission and then just dances to the music they are playing. At first i thought that she was a hired calefare and she sits in the audience seat and the first row somemore. So i thought she was a calefare. In the end i see that there's clearly no evidence that she is a hired calefare as i deduced.
Then we watched the concert with 2 of my sister's choir students. After the concert, uh-hum. Nevermind :) We shall end here. I am not someone who is evil and defames people :D Yep! So that's all for tonight folks!
Friday, March 20, 2009
A photo i took at the Food Republic at Vivo city when having dinner~ It's a cage with a bird shaped from light bulbs hanging down from the ceiling~
A photo which i took again, trying to take Qi Jie but still can't see hahaha. Then Jingyi turned here xD
Another photo, tried to take pirates haha still took him. And Jie fu's reaction is very funny xD
This is the picture i took before going back from Sentosa. If you see properly, it's a Luo Han fish. The lucky fish with humbers on it. :P Enjoy~
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Fam Meeting 19/3
Today after going to school, i went home to bathe and asked about where are we going for the FAM meeting. (Gaming stuff) At first, there's no one to bring me there. I'm a direction idiot so when there isn't anyone to bring me, i felt lost and a bit discouraged. But still they wanted me to go, so i just go lorh~ Anyway they meet me at the MRT station so it's ok. Faster bathed and dressed so that i will be on time or maybe earlier.
Went all the way to Chua chu kang interchange then Jurong East interchange then Outram Park interchange then Harbourfront. We go via the monorail train. Waited outside the Coffee Bean for VIP (Pirates). Then he finally came. Last time he got lost at Plaza Singapura so a bit worried for him. Lolol~ But luckily he appeared. Then we settled down for another few minutes to play around the playground there. Then after that we went straight to the Sentosa Station to take the monorail to the island~ Was expecting that the train would be soundless and feel-less. But there's actually the sound of aircon and the vibration. And i thought that the train is floating on top of an air by repulsion but actually it's by wheel~
Then when reach there, we searched our way to the Palawan Beach at the LEFT of the station. Actually wanted to take the tramp but since there's too much people queuing and the beach is like just 600m away, we decided to walk. Sister actually insisted to take the tramp but still we convinced her that walking is a better choice. Once reached there, they were like, all jumping into the water like mad and i realised that : I only wore short pants, but didn't bring a change of clothes! Oh my good! T.T That's very sad loh! Because i cannot swim la! I only got the clothes i wear! T.T It's like missing all the fun loh! But bro-in-law got bring an extra pair of trunks. So he lended to Pirates. He wore long pants loh =.= At least my shorts are easier to dry.
Then in the end decided to go to the toilet and take off shirt and undergarment =3= Wear shorts (like boxer LOL) Then go in the water regardless of anything. Yea, started splashing water. They anyhow splash water on me loh! But i admit i was the 2nd least splashed person while pirates is splashed the least. We decided to swim across from shore to shore. Quite hard and tired as it seems! Extreme! Then i swim halfway my toe cramped =.= Super duper pain in the cold water lah! Then tried to stretch in the deep waters then the water is like cold la! Then when done le quickly swim to the nearest shore because it's really tiring to keep floating. Reached and felt relieved when i can touch the seabed. PHEW! Got an "escaped death" feeling. Then swam back after i felt i feel better and then cramp again =.= What the loh~ But when back to the other shore i stretched and Jingyi saw me =.= Gahhh~ why saw me when i'm like cramping everything in my face together! LOL =x
Then went to the Luge after 2 hours of swimming and i went to the animal show before the Luge. The MC was like saying we should not walk around then i was sitting in the sun and letting my pants dry because i don't have extra pants =3= Then the wooden seat also absorbed some of the water. So.. yea, of course i bathe with water first la! LOL Finally my pants dried and then went to Luge as mentioned. No one wanted to try loh. Then when pirates volunteered to try the Luge, we went off because we are meeting RavenD at Vivo City. She joined us for the dinner. She went the most un-economic food of all in the food court (Food Republic). (Fish and Chips) Pirates also followed her. Haha~ I bought fried rice for $4 Really big bowl but first few bites a bit bland. After that slowly adapted to it.
Then took Lucus' photo when he sleeping because his mouth got saliva drip down =x so funny! Then jie was like cleaning his mouth and closing his mouth with her fingers. A bit yucky then when she pulled close the mouth, Jingyi managed to took a shot of it. Quite nice because didn't expect her to be this fast at taking photos too. Gahh.. handphone camera @_@ My camera SPOIL!! T.T After that also took a few photos at the food court about us eating.. Then went to the resting area and raided one of the benches there. Abit evil but we have a lot of people mah~ Around 8~ Then we stayed there a long long time to take lots of pictures~
Alot. So, i think will not show on some because of censorship. The rest will be showed with "Fam filter" :D Will be uploaded in the next few days if possible. ASAP ba~ Then went to Candy Empire to buy Belgium Caramelised Cookies with RavenD. Then we look look, didn't find. I decided to ask the counter for assistance. Then found it. Looked at it the first time because it's our first time looking at such a strange thing. Then we looked at expiry date, look look~ Then took one off the shelf. We saw "Buy 1 get 1 free" then we took one only. At the counter so embarrassed la! Then go get another packet. Super embarrassed. =x Then we took same MRT train together until Jurong East then i go back to Chua chu kang while her, boon lay. Now MRT extended already so Boon Lay is not the last station anymore. Now is Joo Koon. So Qi Jie felt very troubled by it hahaha.
Then in the MRT, we predicted what the chinese name of the next station to be. Then we checked answers. There's one time whereby the train stop at the signboard with the Tamil language then i said : Ji Dan! means egg. Then Qi Jie was like laughing her head off LOL! Hahaha! Then when we parting ways, i challenged her to see who reached home first. In the end i reached 6 minutes after Qi Jie! Gahhhh!! Lool~ Actually kind of predicted that she will reach first. I need to change 2 times train loh! =x That's all for today~ See ya people! Thanks for reading~
Went all the way to Chua chu kang interchange then Jurong East interchange then Outram Park interchange then Harbourfront. We go via the monorail train. Waited outside the Coffee Bean for VIP (Pirates). Then he finally came. Last time he got lost at Plaza Singapura so a bit worried for him. Lolol~ But luckily he appeared. Then we settled down for another few minutes to play around the playground there. Then after that we went straight to the Sentosa Station to take the monorail to the island~ Was expecting that the train would be soundless and feel-less. But there's actually the sound of aircon and the vibration. And i thought that the train is floating on top of an air by repulsion but actually it's by wheel~
Then when reach there, we searched our way to the Palawan Beach at the LEFT of the station. Actually wanted to take the tramp but since there's too much people queuing and the beach is like just 600m away, we decided to walk. Sister actually insisted to take the tramp but still we convinced her that walking is a better choice. Once reached there, they were like, all jumping into the water like mad and i realised that : I only wore short pants, but didn't bring a change of clothes! Oh my good! T.T That's very sad loh! Because i cannot swim la! I only got the clothes i wear! T.T It's like missing all the fun loh! But bro-in-law got bring an extra pair of trunks. So he lended to Pirates. He wore long pants loh =.= At least my shorts are easier to dry.
Then in the end decided to go to the toilet and take off shirt and undergarment =3= Wear shorts (like boxer LOL) Then go in the water regardless of anything. Yea, started splashing water. They anyhow splash water on me loh! But i admit i was the 2nd least splashed person while pirates is splashed the least. We decided to swim across from shore to shore. Quite hard and tired as it seems! Extreme! Then i swim halfway my toe cramped =.= Super duper pain in the cold water lah! Then tried to stretch in the deep waters then the water is like cold la! Then when done le quickly swim to the nearest shore because it's really tiring to keep floating. Reached and felt relieved when i can touch the seabed. PHEW! Got an "escaped death" feeling. Then swam back after i felt i feel better and then cramp again =.= What the loh~ But when back to the other shore i stretched and Jingyi saw me =.= Gahhh~ why saw me when i'm like cramping everything in my face together! LOL =x
Then went to the Luge after 2 hours of swimming and i went to the animal show before the Luge. The MC was like saying we should not walk around then i was sitting in the sun and letting my pants dry because i don't have extra pants =3= Then the wooden seat also absorbed some of the water. So.. yea, of course i bathe with water first la! LOL Finally my pants dried and then went to Luge as mentioned. No one wanted to try loh. Then when pirates volunteered to try the Luge, we went off because we are meeting RavenD at Vivo City. She joined us for the dinner. She went the most un-economic food of all in the food court (Food Republic). (Fish and Chips) Pirates also followed her. Haha~ I bought fried rice for $4 Really big bowl but first few bites a bit bland. After that slowly adapted to it.
Then took Lucus' photo when he sleeping because his mouth got saliva drip down =x so funny! Then jie was like cleaning his mouth and closing his mouth with her fingers. A bit yucky then when she pulled close the mouth, Jingyi managed to took a shot of it. Quite nice because didn't expect her to be this fast at taking photos too. Gahh.. handphone camera @_@ My camera SPOIL!! T.T After that also took a few photos at the food court about us eating.. Then went to the resting area and raided one of the benches there. Abit evil but we have a lot of people mah~ Around 8~ Then we stayed there a long long time to take lots of pictures~
Alot. So, i think will not show on some because of censorship. The rest will be showed with "Fam filter" :D Will be uploaded in the next few days if possible. ASAP ba~ Then went to Candy Empire to buy Belgium Caramelised Cookies with RavenD. Then we look look, didn't find. I decided to ask the counter for assistance. Then found it. Looked at it the first time because it's our first time looking at such a strange thing. Then we looked at expiry date, look look~ Then took one off the shelf. We saw "Buy 1 get 1 free" then we took one only. At the counter so embarrassed la! Then go get another packet. Super embarrassed. =x Then we took same MRT train together until Jurong East then i go back to Chua chu kang while her, boon lay. Now MRT extended already so Boon Lay is not the last station anymore. Now is Joo Koon. So Qi Jie felt very troubled by it hahaha.
Then in the MRT, we predicted what the chinese name of the next station to be. Then we checked answers. There's one time whereby the train stop at the signboard with the Tamil language then i said : Ji Dan! means egg. Then Qi Jie was like laughing her head off LOL! Hahaha! Then when we parting ways, i challenged her to see who reached home first. In the end i reached 6 minutes after Qi Jie! Gahhhh!! Lool~ Actually kind of predicted that she will reach first. I need to change 2 times train loh! =x That's all for today~ See ya people! Thanks for reading~
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
2nd meeting with DEAR!
Today is the second meeting with dear! Wahhh~ super nice de loh i tell you! Here's what i experienced. Today went to Bishan Library right after my lessons and alighting at MRT. Asked for directions because i'm not sure where is it exactly. I followed what the person told me but all i saw was a circular building and thought it's the library. But after that, i saw a block number to that building. Which means it's a flat. Then i continue looking around that area and saw i need to turn RIGHT to see the library. I actually saw the library AFTER crossing the road Hahaha!
I entered the library and called dear. She say meet at basement. At first she said her parents are coming so i approached with caution. Wanted to take the lift but dear say got stairs, so might as well :D Then saw that the staircase which leads to the basement is children zone. Felt a bit weird when going down but thought that dear so cute must have gone down anyway :P Walked around to find her. In the end found her at the corner of the basement. Quite lucky too as there are little teenagers around. Mostly kids and parents.
That means there's lesser noise. Which is good for doing homework. She was with a friend i didn't see before. Then helped her with some chemistry worksheets and workbook. Both of them seem to be amazed by my solving speed haha. They were like looking at stars. Stunned totally =x However, there's some parts which i do not understand as well. Hence i skipped. Quite unbelievable that i wouldn't know. Maybe because she's in pure chemistry =3= After round an hour of rushing homework non-stop, we finally cannot tolerate and went to junction 8 to eat and walk.
We thought of places to eat but in the end Zann gave the idea of going to Pizza hut to grab lunch. Not bad la~ I ordered something i wouldn't regret haha, lucky~ I ordered a baked pasta with cheesy shroom. It's a set so it comes with mushroom soup and a glass of coke. The cheese keep getting pulled and becomes messy on the plate. However, nice to eat. Can play with the strips like eating noodle :D Dear drink soup super fast loh! Oh my, before the baked pasta she ordered comes, her soup is like empty! Hehe =x and she told me to take away this part but it's a spectacular experience uh~ First person who won me at consuming something x.x
Due to the shock that she drank finished the soup already, i quickly eat the baked pasta to win her :P Quite fun though because it's piping hot so it's quite fun to juggle the food in your mouth xD Then after eating we waited for Zann's friend. But in the end we bought the bill and then went out to find her friend. Saw her friend standing back face us when going up the escalator. Zann was like super anxious because it's her first time meeting her Habbo friend for 6 years according to dear =x
Then we walked around and went to the library again. But it's not bad la~ We chatted a bit and did a bit of oral reading with children's books. Then after that dear and i went to lean against the wall and each other :D Waaa super comfortable and static :P Then we ask Zann and her male friend to turn away :P Not to let them see us xD Then they really lame, anyhow take handphone try to get reception from the basement. Seem to be having a lot of fun. But dear is more fun to be with hahaaha!
Oooooh~ Felt dear's hand for the first time. And the first girl (except siblings) i felt! So warm loh! Maybe because my hands are cold =3= Showed her my handphone stuff~ Then chatted and gave her the valentine's present i bought for her but didn't manage to give her on the day itself. Haha, she kind of fiddled at it and then kept it. She gave me a dog-tag and a small bullet by the side hanging. Simple yet nice :D Oh ya, she also leaned on my shoulder when sitting in front of me. Oh! That's just like flying up to heaven! Man! I wish time would stay at that moment!
Anyway, reached home in 1 hour and started bathe, chores, etc etc. Then online with dear tag hearts. Gahhh~ So long still haven't even level! And i even forget to do license when got to go ~.~ Nevermind~ I'll do it some other time. Tomorrow maybe can't because i need to go for FAM outing at sentosa and AVA duty at school. If it's speech day duty i will be freed because i'm one of the participants. If not, i just say i got personal stuff need got to go early. Don't care already la x.X Friday need tag hearts with dear again~ I think i will go to take photos for Art first. This holiday will not seem to be one x.x That's all folks.
I MISS YOU DEAR :O <3333 I want to hold your hand and never let go~
I entered the library and called dear. She say meet at basement. At first she said her parents are coming so i approached with caution. Wanted to take the lift but dear say got stairs, so might as well :D Then saw that the staircase which leads to the basement is children zone. Felt a bit weird when going down but thought that dear so cute must have gone down anyway :P Walked around to find her. In the end found her at the corner of the basement. Quite lucky too as there are little teenagers around. Mostly kids and parents.
That means there's lesser noise. Which is good for doing homework. She was with a friend i didn't see before. Then helped her with some chemistry worksheets and workbook. Both of them seem to be amazed by my solving speed haha. They were like looking at stars. Stunned totally =x However, there's some parts which i do not understand as well. Hence i skipped. Quite unbelievable that i wouldn't know. Maybe because she's in pure chemistry =3= After round an hour of rushing homework non-stop, we finally cannot tolerate and went to junction 8 to eat and walk.
We thought of places to eat but in the end Zann gave the idea of going to Pizza hut to grab lunch. Not bad la~ I ordered something i wouldn't regret haha, lucky~ I ordered a baked pasta with cheesy shroom. It's a set so it comes with mushroom soup and a glass of coke. The cheese keep getting pulled and becomes messy on the plate. However, nice to eat. Can play with the strips like eating noodle :D Dear drink soup super fast loh! Oh my, before the baked pasta she ordered comes, her soup is like empty! Hehe =x and she told me to take away this part but it's a spectacular experience uh~ First person who won me at consuming something x.x
Due to the shock that she drank finished the soup already, i quickly eat the baked pasta to win her :P Quite fun though because it's piping hot so it's quite fun to juggle the food in your mouth xD Then after eating we waited for Zann's friend. But in the end we bought the bill and then went out to find her friend. Saw her friend standing back face us when going up the escalator. Zann was like super anxious because it's her first time meeting her Habbo friend for 6 years according to dear =x
Then we walked around and went to the library again. But it's not bad la~ We chatted a bit and did a bit of oral reading with children's books. Then after that dear and i went to lean against the wall and each other :D Waaa super comfortable and static :P Then we ask Zann and her male friend to turn away :P Not to let them see us xD Then they really lame, anyhow take handphone try to get reception from the basement. Seem to be having a lot of fun. But dear is more fun to be with hahaaha!
Oooooh~ Felt dear's hand for the first time. And the first girl (except siblings) i felt! So warm loh! Maybe because my hands are cold =3= Showed her my handphone stuff~ Then chatted and gave her the valentine's present i bought for her but didn't manage to give her on the day itself. Haha, she kind of fiddled at it and then kept it. She gave me a dog-tag and a small bullet by the side hanging. Simple yet nice :D Oh ya, she also leaned on my shoulder when sitting in front of me. Oh! That's just like flying up to heaven! Man! I wish time would stay at that moment!
Anyway, reached home in 1 hour and started bathe, chores, etc etc. Then online with dear tag hearts. Gahhh~ So long still haven't even level! And i even forget to do license when got to go ~.~ Nevermind~ I'll do it some other time. Tomorrow maybe can't because i need to go for FAM outing at sentosa and AVA duty at school. If it's speech day duty i will be freed because i'm one of the participants. If not, i just say i got personal stuff need got to go early. Don't care already la x.X Friday need tag hearts with dear again~ I think i will go to take photos for Art first. This holiday will not seem to be one x.x That's all folks.
I MISS YOU DEAR :O <3333 I want to hold your hand and never let go~
Monday, March 16, 2009
1st day of holiday
Today is the first day of March holidays. Woke up 7am. Went to school as soon as i finish my things. Wasn't late. Today is quite okay. Mrs Heng finally made her English lessons more fun. We went to the computer lab today to do oral recording and send to her email. Quite fun because of my voice. I talk like rapping, and full of expression. It caught everything i want to express. It was really nice. Then the programme only can record for 1 minute. Teacher tell me to find another programme which can record more than 1 minute because i'm in AVA. I told her i don't know :P
After around 20 minutes of recording, my friend found Windows Movie Maker being able to record sound as long as you want. Super annoyed and embarrassed haha. Teacher still say so loud to the class : Shame on you Jiayi! Lol. Then everyone was like laughing =.= Ugh, fine~ I don't even know much about recording on the computer because i don't have a mike at home x.x Yea, i think i will get a headphone with a mike soon because i really wanted one. And then teacher let us go early so we can have more break. Not bad, 45 minutes of break. Went out of school to buy food. Canteen never sell.
Walked to Fajar Shopping Centre with Wildie (Badminton Captain) and he went to McDonalds' for his sausage muffin while i went to the food court to get Wanton mee. Haha.. early in the morning around 10am i go eat wanton mee. Then Wildie joined me at the food court because McDonalds' don't allow outside food. Feel a bit owing him because he buy McDonalds' but yet sit with me in the food court suffer the heat although it wasn't really hot but warmer than Mac's place. Haiiz.. sorry la Wildie, really apologetic. Just don't wanna show.
After eating i walked back to school with him as well, chatted a few stuff about food. Not bad haha, at least he is someone who is willing to hear me talk. I'm grateful. Very very grateful. Oh yea, and to Pirates who have been always reading my blog, you are just like him :D Like an older brother who is willing to lend a listening ear. Everytime i have any problems. Just that you sound more concerned than him =.= And there's really nothing bad about you from my point :D
After going back to school, we had mother tongue lesson. Gone through this passage talking about umbrellas, how they are useful, blocking the rain, sun and wind for you, just like family and friends. I agree utmostly without even hesitating. The story is meaningful yet quite childish. Talked a few jokes and made teacher laugh. Very very glad because she don't laugh often. Yep, then sit with Pek Meng all the way. During the last lesson, she promised to bring us our test paper but she didn't today. So we sounded like we so hated her for that then she say, she promise to bring the papers tomorrow. Super funny, she say if she never bring, forever no need to attend her class LOL. Hahaha how i wish, FAT HOPE JIAYI~
Oh ya, the passage leading the staircase which i take to the mother tongue room has been sealed and i have to make 1 big round around the building to go back to classroom. Many of us were pissed off by that. But i don't really care. After the Wanton mee at Fajar, i went high in mother tongue lesson. But the energy was totally drained for POA after mother tongue. I looked like a dead person. Then all my friends like ask me why x.x Why else luh~ See below post loh! Of course, today went back home and have a good time with dear because it seemed that she gotten over it. Finally. But it still feels distanced because she don't want to give anything from her point of view. Everything like i lead.
Then pirates came online :D Happy happy! Because i think he saw my blog post. In the end he haven't and i let off the news that, you know, we won 2 win 2 lose for FAM battle. Guess what, we got more points from them and it's a thing worth celebrating. Although we nearly win all four though. One of them is that i didn't do most of the finish moves. Then another one is RavenD Missed the last Crazy finish move. Haha. But nevermind that, we won back anyway. Then pirates joined me with dear at the room. Then dear was like spouting nonsense. At first i thought she was talking to someone in the room but later i found out she was talking to --HopeWin. I hate HopeWin to the core =.= Know why? First, he is better than me (sorry uh, i like to win) 2nd, he talk more than me! Basically that's about it.
That's about it today~ I won't ever feel dead for her anymore. Not anymore. I hope dear sees this. But if she don't, don't tell her about it for loyal readers! Thanks alot! Love you guys~
After around 20 minutes of recording, my friend found Windows Movie Maker being able to record sound as long as you want. Super annoyed and embarrassed haha. Teacher still say so loud to the class : Shame on you Jiayi! Lol. Then everyone was like laughing =.= Ugh, fine~ I don't even know much about recording on the computer because i don't have a mike at home x.x Yea, i think i will get a headphone with a mike soon because i really wanted one. And then teacher let us go early so we can have more break. Not bad, 45 minutes of break. Went out of school to buy food. Canteen never sell.
Walked to Fajar Shopping Centre with Wildie (Badminton Captain) and he went to McDonalds' for his sausage muffin while i went to the food court to get Wanton mee. Haha.. early in the morning around 10am i go eat wanton mee. Then Wildie joined me at the food court because McDonalds' don't allow outside food. Feel a bit owing him because he buy McDonalds' but yet sit with me in the food court suffer the heat although it wasn't really hot but warmer than Mac's place. Haiiz.. sorry la Wildie, really apologetic. Just don't wanna show.
After eating i walked back to school with him as well, chatted a few stuff about food. Not bad haha, at least he is someone who is willing to hear me talk. I'm grateful. Very very grateful. Oh yea, and to Pirates who have been always reading my blog, you are just like him :D Like an older brother who is willing to lend a listening ear. Everytime i have any problems. Just that you sound more concerned than him =.= And there's really nothing bad about you from my point :D
After going back to school, we had mother tongue lesson. Gone through this passage talking about umbrellas, how they are useful, blocking the rain, sun and wind for you, just like family and friends. I agree utmostly without even hesitating. The story is meaningful yet quite childish. Talked a few jokes and made teacher laugh. Very very glad because she don't laugh often. Yep, then sit with Pek Meng all the way. During the last lesson, she promised to bring us our test paper but she didn't today. So we sounded like we so hated her for that then she say, she promise to bring the papers tomorrow. Super funny, she say if she never bring, forever no need to attend her class LOL. Hahaha how i wish, FAT HOPE JIAYI~
Oh ya, the passage leading the staircase which i take to the mother tongue room has been sealed and i have to make 1 big round around the building to go back to classroom. Many of us were pissed off by that. But i don't really care. After the Wanton mee at Fajar, i went high in mother tongue lesson. But the energy was totally drained for POA after mother tongue. I looked like a dead person. Then all my friends like ask me why x.x Why else luh~ See below post loh! Of course, today went back home and have a good time with dear because it seemed that she gotten over it. Finally. But it still feels distanced because she don't want to give anything from her point of view. Everything like i lead.
Then pirates came online :D Happy happy! Because i think he saw my blog post. In the end he haven't and i let off the news that, you know, we won 2 win 2 lose for FAM battle. Guess what, we got more points from them and it's a thing worth celebrating. Although we nearly win all four though. One of them is that i didn't do most of the finish moves. Then another one is RavenD Missed the last Crazy finish move. Haha. But nevermind that, we won back anyway. Then pirates joined me with dear at the room. Then dear was like spouting nonsense. At first i thought she was talking to someone in the room but later i found out she was talking to --HopeWin. I hate HopeWin to the core =.= Know why? First, he is better than me (sorry uh, i like to win) 2nd, he talk more than me! Basically that's about it.
That's about it today~ I won't ever feel dead for her anymore. Not anymore. I hope dear sees this. But if she don't, don't tell her about it for loyal readers! Thanks alot! Love you guys~
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Love gone wrong
Haiiz, finally back to this secluded ulu place. Yeah, sorry for the long update. Was happily in love. Too happy perhaps.. that caused me to do this today when i was eating macaroni at home.. 
Almost madly in love you can say. And the reason why i post today and now at 10.15pm, is because this is the only place i found out that my dear will not look at. Since it is almost secluded, i think she also won't come. Yeah.. This is what happened today..
I was so happy that she finally broke camp after 2 harsh empty days for me. She is able to come online because it's the holiday or because her parents are out. It is really a great joy for me. Well, we were chatting happily, playing with my web cam. It was really fun. But due to a small accident, my clothes got soiled and had to bathe. Then my sister took over the computer. Haiiz, looking at her playing couple mode.. with her FAM member. Of course a bit jealous, because well, maybe i'm just over-sensitive.
After that i took the computer and went to see her using my account. She said "Wait" when i whispered her where she is. Tell me honestly, how many of you will think madly when you just saw her playing couple dance with her FAM member. Haha, maybe i'm possessive already. Also, to add on the worriness, i do not have premium messenger plus. Which is able to track down people on which channel they are at. Hence i went to channel by channel to find her.
In the end i found her at channel 14. Long search though. It was pathetic for me. To search for my GF so desperately because of just a word : "Wait". Then the quarrels happened. One wave after another. I decided to launch a cold war. Couldn't tolerate the silence anymore and so i spoke first. Finally got it solved. And now.. all her sms-es to me are like.. "I don't think you want to talk on the phone. If you want just say so".
There's this phrase i saw in a book: Silent Run. "Give people what they want, and they will want you" and from the factor that she say she won't sleep until it is sorted, i accepted what she wanted me to. (Not gonna say it). But explaination just doesn't get into her. Maybe it's just my lousy explaining skills. No one seemed to understood them. At first she understood. But now, it's all the same. I pacified her, did everything i could to salvage the situation. But i can't. She no longer sms the way she did just a few hours ago.
I guess that's it. I think that's it. I can't think of a way anymore. My mind went blank. I have to sleep. Yet i feel empty without her voice. And then i realised.. her phone calls are becoming a want instead of a need anymore. Now, we control whether we want to call or not. Last time was.. no matter what also must call. And we even decided on where we want to meet, what we want to do, when we want to go... Haiiz. I hope the horoscope match is wrong. Please.. save me someone... This is also the first time i can differenciate the difference between not suited to be together and don't love.
Don't love basically means no love feelings or special feelings toward someone.
Not suited means that there is attitude difference, preferrance clash, untimely incidents, etc. But it doesn't mean that one don't like another. One can like the other yet not suited to each other. I guess that's the best expression that maybe a dictionary can't show. I would like to dedicate this song: Whisung - I am missing for dear. It will be on my blog for around 2 weeks. Sorry for the inconvenience caused. Our home is collapsing...
Almost madly in love you can say. And the reason why i post today and now at 10.15pm, is because this is the only place i found out that my dear will not look at. Since it is almost secluded, i think she also won't come. Yeah.. This is what happened today..I was so happy that she finally broke camp after 2 harsh empty days for me. She is able to come online because it's the holiday or because her parents are out. It is really a great joy for me. Well, we were chatting happily, playing with my web cam. It was really fun. But due to a small accident, my clothes got soiled and had to bathe. Then my sister took over the computer. Haiiz, looking at her playing couple mode.. with her FAM member. Of course a bit jealous, because well, maybe i'm just over-sensitive.
After that i took the computer and went to see her using my account. She said "Wait" when i whispered her where she is. Tell me honestly, how many of you will think madly when you just saw her playing couple dance with her FAM member. Haha, maybe i'm possessive already. Also, to add on the worriness, i do not have premium messenger plus. Which is able to track down people on which channel they are at. Hence i went to channel by channel to find her.
In the end i found her at channel 14. Long search though. It was pathetic for me. To search for my GF so desperately because of just a word : "Wait". Then the quarrels happened. One wave after another. I decided to launch a cold war. Couldn't tolerate the silence anymore and so i spoke first. Finally got it solved. And now.. all her sms-es to me are like.. "I don't think you want to talk on the phone. If you want just say so".
There's this phrase i saw in a book: Silent Run. "Give people what they want, and they will want you" and from the factor that she say she won't sleep until it is sorted, i accepted what she wanted me to. (Not gonna say it). But explaination just doesn't get into her. Maybe it's just my lousy explaining skills. No one seemed to understood them. At first she understood. But now, it's all the same. I pacified her, did everything i could to salvage the situation. But i can't. She no longer sms the way she did just a few hours ago.
I guess that's it. I think that's it. I can't think of a way anymore. My mind went blank. I have to sleep. Yet i feel empty without her voice. And then i realised.. her phone calls are becoming a want instead of a need anymore. Now, we control whether we want to call or not. Last time was.. no matter what also must call. And we even decided on where we want to meet, what we want to do, when we want to go... Haiiz. I hope the horoscope match is wrong. Please.. save me someone... This is also the first time i can differenciate the difference between not suited to be together and don't love.
Don't love basically means no love feelings or special feelings toward someone.
Not suited means that there is attitude difference, preferrance clash, untimely incidents, etc. But it doesn't mean that one don't like another. One can like the other yet not suited to each other. I guess that's the best expression that maybe a dictionary can't show. I would like to dedicate this song: Whisung - I am missing for dear. It will be on my blog for around 2 weeks. Sorry for the inconvenience caused. Our home is collapsing...
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
Long awaited
Sorry guys for not being able to post these past few days because of regular tests at school and required revision AND of course, to be honest here, i haven't been quite free >< Coming home from school 4pm everyday, i need to mop the floor and iron clothes whenever i'm back at home. Then i have to bathe, eat, do homework, revise for tests. Yea.. and tomorrow there's a test on Maths. Trigometry, Bearings, Probability, etc etc. Gah.. i think i will die but i hope i won't fail.
Next week will have more tests coming up. Haiiz.. it doesn't end. Secondary 4 life is an exact depiction of hell mentally. And yes, Art O Level paper also keeps me busy as i need to draw and draw and draw =.= Including doing research and all those stupid stuff. And have to pay for O Levels. So Expensive loh! My total is S$370 for the whole exams.
Yea.. and i have any free time i will play a little audition and a little MapleStory. Friend wanted me to play.. haha.. Yea, so i think if you want me audition have to book =x Lol. Hopefully my march holidays will be quite free which i don't think i will. I guess thats all folks. Hope this satisfies you pirates :D
Next week will have more tests coming up. Haiiz.. it doesn't end. Secondary 4 life is an exact depiction of hell mentally. And yes, Art O Level paper also keeps me busy as i need to draw and draw and draw =.= Including doing research and all those stupid stuff. And have to pay for O Levels. So Expensive loh! My total is S$370 for the whole exams.
Yea.. and i have any free time i will play a little audition and a little MapleStory. Friend wanted me to play.. haha.. Yea, so i think if you want me audition have to book =x Lol. Hopefully my march holidays will be quite free which i don't think i will. I guess thats all folks. Hope this satisfies you pirates :D
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Some photos and media
Yea.. sorry guys for yesterday, didn't post any blog ah =x psps. So, now i'm posting the photos and pictures i took at Singapore Arts Museum. Although shouldn't take. I mean, not suppose to
take :P Don't act pro and go take picture openly there k! Alright, enjoy them. Yesterday dear online very excited. Married in Audition :D Hahaha!
Okay the picture below is from school one. Inside classroom. Classmate took from below the table. Lol. Tired ah, i don't look like this everyday by the way LOL.
Well, i saved the wedding, so i think i will post the video here soon enough. Through youtube. I hope it works :P Never tried posting a video on blog. Anything need help please help ah =x All the photos are taken by Wildie Teo (Badminton Captain). Lol. Also known as Mr. Bloody hell~ He take when i'm not aware loh! Stupid stupid stupid :P That's all. Look forward to the wedding video!
take :P Don't act pro and go take picture openly there k! Alright, enjoy them. Yesterday dear online very excited. Married in Audition :D Hahaha!
Okay the picture below is from school one. Inside classroom. Classmate took from below the table. Lol. Tired ah, i don't look like this everyday by the way LOL.
Well, i saved the wedding, so i think i will post the video here soon enough. Through youtube. I hope it works :P Never tried posting a video on blog. Anything need help please help ah =x All the photos are taken by Wildie Teo (Badminton Captain). Lol. Also known as Mr. Bloody hell~ He take when i'm not aware loh! Stupid stupid stupid :P That's all. Look forward to the wedding video!
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