Dang it guys.. i haven't been posting soon and, it's due to lack of responsibility i admit ._.
Well, i shall do it today since there's still time >< Recent class tests have ended and it was quite smooth-sailing except english with a tough comprehension.. The rest was quite standard, normal feeling.
I REALISED something today, the more i try to heal this emptiness of lone, even though it felt good healing it but, once you just feel that slight lone again, the emptiness LIAN BEN DAI LI (comes back with interest) pain altogether. Well, i know no one visits thats why i want to let out my frustrations here.
Even if anyone bothered to view it i don't mind anyway.. the feeling's back, the feeling before i got before trying to heal it. It's doesn't really matter, just, the new pain is the thing i need to endure o.o Tsk, wish my friends were here to share my grievances to haha... >< Miss you guys alot. Now i'm feeling weird ~_~ That all the while i seem to be friendless and doesnt seem wanting to make new friends.
Maybe i've got too many things to handle such as school @_@ tiring.. and friday is prelim EL oral exams. Man.. Next monday's got Geography test. I'd better rush now. i hope there's still time... Go jiayi... -prays hard- ><
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Is it just me or..?
Recently, i have been having unstable mood =.= Always start the day with a good start. But ends in an irritating way. I don't understand why as well.
Yesterday Pek Meng made me laugh like mad the whole day. When i got back home, like everything is dead and still. Totally no one talk to me when i'm on msn somemore.
i sometimes wonder if MSN is actually a communicating programme. Just wanna say.. recent life hasn't been good.
And JUST today i got a message from Susan, then has to end it like this. With me annoyed =.= I think i'm just having tantrums.
To add on, i got $50 from my dad for helping him appeal success on the "saman" he got from parking. So happy la. But still ended in an annoying way.
Since it's this case then i shall start switching to school mode then.. I don't even know if someone is reading this post since it's been dead for like.. forever?
Just a milestone for me. Jiayi, control yourself..
Yesterday Pek Meng made me laugh like mad the whole day. When i got back home, like everything is dead and still. Totally no one talk to me when i'm on msn somemore.
i sometimes wonder if MSN is actually a communicating programme. Just wanna say.. recent life hasn't been good.
And JUST today i got a message from Susan, then has to end it like this. With me annoyed =.= I think i'm just having tantrums.
To add on, i got $50 from my dad for helping him appeal success on the "saman" he got from parking. So happy la. But still ended in an annoying way.
Since it's this case then i shall start switching to school mode then.. I don't even know if someone is reading this post since it's been dead for like.. forever?
Just a milestone for me. Jiayi, control yourself..
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